JERRY #4
Dawn Marie Knopf
Bodie
In the event you get this after it’s over
& Dame Fashion corrodes at the turn
look at us from the side not yet measured
in time like the tailor’s new Emperor
here is the land & here is the Tourist
Dollar converting the basalt to plastic
mined from the cities the streets inlaid
straight even with shone brassy cobble
the wood buildings made solid
from inside the caldera made solid
with the matter more like a caldron
far less like the mouth of a planet
it is with gratitude that we finally see you
threadbare don’t come often to us like that
before the perfume of the cascarone
before Lent before the white muslin
delivered before the nights sponsored
by the coroner you ornamented her dress
with the brand’s iron at once painless
as the dress reformer’s girdle & good
milked from you & your wallet your gait
Hotel
It surges the morning fallen damp
one part bleach two parts that which
you cannot remove from basements
damned beneath Dolores
then by what experts call lack of
initiative far from the drum & inside
the belly & beside the back river
the soil overcome by its own
groundwater levees stand on
saturated to the point you were forced
to request to move to another room
maybe something on the second level
each of you quarantined with woven
blankets from Baja a little lamp
you cannot light due to the dampness
magazines addressed c/o the names
of doctors curling in on themselves but damper
still than last winter and/or the dampest on record
or at least damp as -or- dampest
since the winter of 1968
now you can close the quiet ward
a decision from which you will never
recover but could allow you to
simultaneously hold the surge
as if your own personal congress pushed
one thousand buttons at once unanimously
that kind of resolve
trained like perfect
whips are displayed in the foyer
cots are displayed in the courtyard
we used to call this place The Palms
to each his own key to the suites
by the back river by which
we mean suites sarcastically
no one shall speak ill
of the guests some say they took only
what was offered heavy with palmfruit
see here he signed
the guestbook as has the cavalry aka
the boys under his jurisdiction trained
like perfect also in off-white coats
they remind you of what
the L’Occitane counter lady gently
urged of you pressing
a sample to your palm
nevermind the neighbors
know of you & your not-so-secret
indulgences slipped under the carpet
which buckles & still resembles
the shape of the thing slipped under
the carpet makeshift clumsy
a sweatprint after the bare
foot lifted moss grows between
you & the headboard the guests
satisfied yet overstayed
welcomed
not savage at first then
savage
Mute
As we assist attentively
in the levitation the clouds
gather more cloud material
above rushing at first
then lurk criminally
at the center where
the cloud slows & turns
ponderous to get to the vista
we took the alternate route
to Stockton then climbed 6
thousand ft. a place even
richer ever-enchanting
one county assessor the bank
manager & throngs of newly
rehabilitated prisoners also
from the county still stacked
& hobbled but able to observe
their own leather straps loosen
as if ligaments stretched past
their potential & I only recently
noticed our lids sag slack after
so much examination
of the body above us
when she wakes
she will be notable
& not only
for her discontent
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How exactly does one start to a gut a house the vacant
Hornets’ nest hung on the shell of a building like a ribcage
A cavity dangling from another cavity & the neighboring
Structures also gutted split by fences twinned at the seam
Of the parcels laid out on Inyo County’s property map
* * * * *
Yesterday a man chalked
& re-chalked the end of a billiard
cue infinitely on a flat
screen television
in a boxstore just above
sea-level I know this because
I’ve seen a sign at each
elevation change & respect
such exceptional topographical
diligence whereas the levitator
makes no distinction between
the Trump Tower dour & disappointed
& shepherd’s landing which
we visualize when we’ve grown
idyll in traffic the pun you must allow
as I punned it for she who must relearn
the language comically
upon seeing our shadows she
says we are twinned two stars
with conviction ripe with the material
the clouds had gathered and/or star material
I will not be the one to tell her
when two people meet
one person yields
* * * * *
For all we know
the levitation is figurative
we met with a pastor in the city
not because we are believers
but because we decide it’s
better for her to remain gracefully
imperishable above us & we
train our tendrils upward
* * * * *
The first week he prescribes
memorization of Matthew 24:31-46
penance necessary in my case
for me whom he considers a liar
aider & abettor the second
week she appeared to us at ground
level & there was much jubilation
just as we had accepted she dwell there
among the cumulonimbus
after hovering among
the highest peaks we later used
as examples to explain to her her
past elevated self e.g. St. Helens
Hood Whitney and the 12
peaks among the Saw
Mountains commonly known
as the Sierras she is familiar with
but will have to relearn
their topography
of the ridges the clouds’ steady
bloom & I have been named
to teach her a couple things
for one how our bodies
perish & how the clouds
when the high pressure
bullies in from the coast thank
goodness the open shine all
too bright for our south-facing
televisions that those clouds
& tvs also perish or more
accurately fracture into
the infinitely small & our
escorts live in sin collect
* * * * *
their occasional security
checks & perish the psalms
inscribed on fragile material
in dead or dying tongues
the word only identified
by its roots left in the jar
for many months the first
figure of the heroine
carved into an alluvial fan
subject of course to erosive
geological exfoliation & la
Niña’s undeniable
manipulation our former
levitator learns of a thing
& also its approximate
date of departure each
faint hum level as
the bricklayer’s level
melodious becoming
barely negligible
until it pains her
to separate the hum
from its noise